As we near a year in London it's definitely time to do some more reflection and actually put some more effort into these and doing them more often as a pose to just huge dumps of information. Again to anyone reading Hi. 

Well after briefly scanning my last blog on this I have since worked on even bigger projects and been all over the world an to be honest and is continuing to happen which I am truly grateful for. It's mental to me sometimes truly it is. But at the same time this has come with some of the most intense self doubt and to be honest hatred in my work at times either via burnout or imposter syndrome or just feeling like I'm just a repetitive machine. 

I think after some strategic breaks, exercising more regularly and also spending time learning new techniques and actually spending more time with the work / images itself has also been a good way of mediating what I post / showcase either on here or my website. 

But all in all as I near 1 year in this absolutely mental place I'm definitely on a great trajectory and surrounded by amazing friends, colleagues and people to help me with this as well as my partner who has made me trying to 'relax' and 'take time off' far far easier. As me 'Switching off' is really fucking hard sometimes and creates a whole other complex of self doubt and stress as well. 

But anyways its all a learning process and thats never gonna change but learnt so much the last 11 months and ever grateful for it. 

See you sooner than expected I got some other shit I wanna talk about :) 

Doz